Whether i'm able to bypass this final round of my life depends on today.
I'm only able to work and return the amounts i owe.
It's huge. almost getting to $40,000.

I made a wrong move of my life.
The 3rd time & must be the last.
It's the greatest regrets when my mum said: "you treated this house like a hotel".
I smoke, I drink.

Too late to regret. My health deteriorated badly.
I've many things i'm yet to be done with.
But this crushed all my dreams.
I can't expect more.

Time to be awake.
Make do with all the wrongdoings in the past.
Compensate with the rest of my life.

6pm onwards, if i ain't posting another post by 7am.
Means i've left the world.

Mum / Dad - I'm really sorry for all the things i did.
For being rude at you'll often. I can't get to hear your nags anymore.
But right now, i want to hear, even if it's till my next life.
My tears rolling down. I regretted for everything.
I can't keep to my aged 6 promise, to take care of you'll to your last breathe.
I'm Sorry once again, and i sincerely mean it.
Mum, Dad, I'm SORRY!!.


Thanks Jingyi for the knowing my urgency and help the last bit.
Thanks Matthew for the last help.
Thanks Marcus Tan for all the concern.
Thanks Shirley for being understanding.



Once & for all,
Thanks all the sincere friends.

That made me woke up.
Wow, wasn't that a gd test done? -well, i doubt you know i have a blog.

& back to reality life again.
20th Aug - 27th Sep

1 Month 7 Days. Time Flies hur? (:

Many decision made, many new friends made.
Seen through of some ppl around me.
Some are indeed worth treasuring, some are just ain't necessary to be part of my life.
Truefriends? oh well --- --- --- Fakefriends. 

Apart from the Spoil Spot,
53 more DAYS to ORD!
14Dec!


Tmrs' Parade.. Phew, off applied before hand :]
Going SV settle stuffs.
Hope things work out well~

Another day just passed.

Feel so sick & tired at home doing nth much everyday.
Well, the glad thing is work is smooth both in camp & over my sideline.


Hopes the cash flows smoothly (:

Tranquilizes up with the help of Nat.
Thanks Nat -loves.


It's the 9th day... Every single day, doing nth at home.
Sleeping till sun down, and than up again..
Wat nonsense..


Tot Hob's gonna meet me, but just a wrong prediction.
Well well, nvm...

Back to my cozy bed.

Confused mindset.
Someone please bring me back to this world.

With earplugs on - Tranquilness over @ Nat's Blog.

*paused for 10seconds 


I dun really know wat i really wants.
You? Yes, but i doubt so.
"Relationships are worth fighting for , but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting for it." -Quoted Jael Tan




After months of not contacting,
why the sudden hope you gave me?
Is that wat you really mean this time.
or is it my own assumptions?

It all defines itself when the time comes...


A month passed since i last blog, Many things went on happening... Pictures of fireworks,
Pictures of clique's outings, BBQ, etc etc.
Just know that it's fun... But doesn't seems appreciated.
Wat's more, imagine... you're giving in & being taken granted for..
It's utterly NONSENSE!


I'm on MC from army since 12th Aug, it's gonna end on 24th Aug.
Having gd rest at home.
Suppers' out at times, but ain't for tdy, due to a promise made to N.

*paused for 30seconds,


Almost out of words,
Thinking back of the days, was it really because of tt reason that resulted in the downfall of keeping in touch?
If yes, why now?
What's with it, i get it somewhat, but not totally. Please define for me...
Thoughts of you, but ain't got the courage to begin a text.

Graduation [[Friends Forever]] - Vitamin C

Black & White Post.
Re-winds of all memories.
Your Photo - The contact pic.

"Theoretically, your heart can't break. Practically, it could be shattered worse than any glass." Yeeshien Low

Outright tired...
Blogging doesn't seems to be that regular stuff to me anymore.

Shan't mention much abt army stuffs here.
CST in progress. tmr's to my unit. Awww :[[
Though prep are done up, still the nervous sense doesn't seems to get off me.



To: H
Showing yr arrogance doesn't means you're right.
You're just being another F-up Arse..
Stfu when you ain't up to the standard of the appointment.

Apart from NS. . . 


The Life Begins~

Had a fun time on monday afternoon.
duh it was quite a rushing day...
Perfect lunch out @ vivo [White Dog Cafe] 
The Blood Pledge~
Nice movie. Thanks Amanda! 






As for last friday, it was YES & NO.
Enjoyed? YES!
Regretted? YES. I'm sorry C...
Did something wrong? NO.




& back to tdy...
Was simply shocked when the pop-up came,
Further surprising me when you mentioned that you did read my blog.
Wat else can i say? Nth else but Thanks natnat ^^
我们不属于同一个世界的人；来生希望我们更有缘。